in this blog i will be walking myself out of years of programming. who i have become is not who i really am as Life within what is best for all. who i have become is who i am within self interest and a disregard for all other life. and to change this i must first be willing to self honestly look at how myself was made. to do this i will, through self-investigation, see within myself the patterns i participate in, the characters i have created and the ideas the i accept and allow and how these things manifest in the physical as "me". and i apply self-forgiveness for all this mess. then i bring action to cause with self-correction in moments to live as the directive principle within my movement so i can be trusted with Life to do what is best for all in every breath. consideration. honesty. oneness. equality. and so i walk..

Friday, August 24, 2012

day 8: snitches and stitches and ditches

there is a saying of ours that goes, snitches get stitches.. or snitches get ditches..

definition

snitch -noun-

1. an informer

2. telltale (something that indicates or reveals information.)

3. -verb- to steal (something, usually something of little value)

so a snitch is essentially someone who is honest about something or someone. a truth teller. someone who does not keep the secret of dishonesty. someone who will tell what has happened as it happened.

this saying 'snitches get stitches' basically means that if u snitch or inform or reveal information or, in a nutshell, tell the truth of a situation then the result of that should be violence upon u. that u should get stitches. or our other way of saying 'snitches get ditches' basically means that if u snitch or inform or reveal information or, in a nutshell, tell the truth of a situation then the result of that should be death upon u. that u should be dead in a ditch.

this is a huge mindset in our society currently. this idea that someone who tells the truth or displays 'what is' of a situation or of a person is deserving of abuse or even death. this point is displayed very well within the whistle blowers of our society which are people who have come forward to tell the truth about things being done in secret or masquerading lies. as a society we both see the need for the reveal and also hate the revealer. this really shows much about the way we are existing and why. dishonesty has become very glorified in our world. we want it. we worship it. we are addicts to our addiction as lies and dishonesty and we have been on a binge for generations upon generations.. honesty is looked at as a betrayal or being against someone or something. we have made the truth out to be our enemy because we have found comfort ability in our lies and the lies as the charACTers that we play out to keep the truth of us, the "real me", at bay. this "real me" we push aside and protect the lie with statements like 'snitches get stitches'. to the point where we have ourselves CONvinced that we should not even be honest with ourselves about ourselves. where we have bullied ourselves into keeping the truth about the "real me" locked away because the truth of ourselves is very apparent and very clear as 'what is'. only a mind solidified within delusion chooses to disregard 'what is'.

there are many songs out in our world that speak on this point of snitching. a snitch is made out to be the lowest of the low. i have heard some crazy rankings when it comes to a snitch and what is acceptable instead of basically telling the truth about a situation or snitching. this is rapped and sung about and spoke about by many people in the entertainment industry. the celebrities we hold to such a superiority over ourselves fuel this point of our war against the truth. where it is an ego boost to be a great liar in which u receive a pat on the back from society and a "drag" to be someone who tells the truth in which may get u a shun from society.

my family right now is dealing with this idea of snitching or truth telling. there was a rape that took place within our family many years ago that was never addressed or talked about. this truth was kept secret and is now being brought into the awareness of 'what is'. the person that was raped is ashamed and feeling bad for snitching. worried about what others will think of the person who raped (what other will think about the truth) because the person that was raped did not do it to down the person who raped them. the person that was raped snitched or told the truth to be able to move themselves fully HERE within consideration and accountability for 'what is'. the weight of a secret is heavy on ones self. much more involved within this but.. the way we handle truth is a the major issue here. we first create a point of "overwhelming" for ourselves because the truth or 'what is' is HERE always. but we arent. so when we accept and allow ourselves to be HERE fully along with 'what is' we are presented with much of what was being disregarded. then our immediate "go to" of judgement instead of understanding keeps us from walking back our participation in the cultivation of 'what is'.

my friend's brother was killed a month or two ago. shot dead in front of a store. there were people around. people know what took place and who was involved. but no one will step up and be honest or tell the truth. no one will because no one wants to be a snitch, a truth teller, an information revealer, one who sees and addresses 'what is'.

THE TRUTH IS NOT SOMETHING THAT IS TO BE KEPT TO SELF FOR SELF. THE TRUTH DOES NOT NEED PROTECTION. THE TRUTH IS TO BE LIVED AND RESPECTED AND ADDRESSED AS 'WHAT IS' HERE.

self realization: i am a snitch

self forgiveness and self-commitment statements to come..

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